Fall.I'm afraid to fall for someone because I believe you wouldn't be there to catch me.
Words I Wish To Say.Beauty is all that I seem to see in youAnd you may think I'm feeding you liesBut all I can see is just perfectionWhen others point out your flawsSure you are not that tall compared to meBut you sure did make me fall for youAnd what if I have the bigger handsWhen you brush your hand across my arm I get butterfliesI don't even care if you are youngerOne year is not much of a differenceI know that your personality is bigger than youWhich attracted me from the start anywaysYou just seemed so kind, and adorableI had this weird feeling in my heartNo not like I'm about to experience a heart attackI had this tingly sensation rushing throughoutAnd I would always wonder if I ever had a chanceTo see if we would work out being togetherAnd if people were to make fun of usI would be there to bash them into each otherFor physical appearance doesn't affect my loveNeither does the minor differences between usFor I am willing to risk the harassment for youBecause I know my love fo
Why FearI still wonder why you continue to fear meWhen the last thing I want to do is scare you away.
Drugged.Music blasting, people dancingNo moment of silence anymoreI'm on the brink of becoming insaneI cannot escape from us being togetherThe syringe is filled with a drugPutting my mind to sleepAs you play with my lifeless bodyI have reached a defeatRefusing to let me run awayI'm forced to bow down to youBut when that chance comes nearYou will be the one who's screwedOnce I become unconsciousI will have my way with youYou'll become my worthless slaveSince you just prove to be a fool
Take Away.Not able to grasp the air that I breatheOxygen refusing to flow through my lungsWhich happens to be a very peculiar thingFor every moment I am in your presenceYou always seem take my breath away
DazzledIt's funny how one conversation with youCan still leave me swept off my feetWhen it happened so long ago.
Earth DayTake a moment to stopElectricity from flowingTurn off everythingKeep those candles glowingFor today is Earth DayIt only requires one hourTake some time to helpWe don't need the power!
Fear.It was extremely surprisingTo see you appear right thereStanding directly in front of meRunning your hands through your hairAsking for a moment to talkAbout something so importantI was confused as hellWhat was it you wanted?Pulling me aside, away from the crowdSeeming nervous to speakYou began to open your mouthAnd what you said made me feel weakYou apologized for everything you didTelling me how scared you wereAll of a sudden I was nervousI became slightly vulnerableThen I found out from a friendYou asked her for some adviceFor having a conversation with meBecause this was so terrifyingAs crazy as it seemsI felt the exact same wayAfraid of speaking to youAvoiding you every dayYet what you did that momentWhen we actually talkedGave me a bit of confidenceThis silence between us needed to stop
BrokenI'm sorry I even triedTo piece everything back togetherFor you want it to remain shatteredBroken like this foreverSpending hours a nightTrying to figure out how to fix itWas just a waste of my timeSince you want no part of thisYou tell me it hurts youYet I don't understandHow you can leave me like thatPeople I don't even know lend me a handI guess it was no surpriseShould have seen it comingIf you were willing to goYou're not worth loving